Saturday, July 5, 2008

Thoughts. . .

I sat on the beach tonite
& nothing came to mind
No beautiful words
Or love songs to sing
Only thoughts of you
Thoughts of we
Thoughts. . . she, you, & me
Only simple thoughts of all the things we use to be
Thoughts of who I was & who I've become
Reflected on nights that I held my pillow tight
Wishing it was you, 
When missing you was s0o0o0o wrong. . .
But it felt s0o0o0o right
I've got to let go of this feeling,
But its s0o0o0o strong gripping, me s0o0o0o tight
Like a vice
I've got to move on
Because it seems you & me will never be right
In your eyes. . . 
I've realized I've got to release myself
From this prison I've created in my mind
Your love are like the bars that imprison me
It won't let me be free. . .
But I've got to move on 
Because the love that I cherish s0o0o0o 
You no longer do
& I can't keep holding on. . .
To these simple thoughts
Thoughts of she, me, & you
Thoughts of us. . .
Thoughts of me, thoughts of you. . .
I sat on the beach tonite
&& nothing beautiful came to mind
No love songs
Just thoughts
Simple thoughts . . .

1 comment:

ms.ellay said...

so i can completely relate to this and it sux. this isnt helping me not be emo today! but its pretty even tho its depressing as hell.